VILJESTARK - The Empty Vase 空花瓶
There has always been a transparent glass vase in my room, to be precise, in the bathroom.
I dare not buy flowers, real o r plastic. Because I am afraid of the corpses of flowers.
I dare not buy greenery, real or plastic. I am also afraid of the corpses of greenery.
Even when ordering takeout, the leftover food scraps are the corpses of food.
Corpses rot and stink, despised by people. And the process of discarding corpses is the process of despising.
A friend said not to worry, the city system will also help decompose the flowers, telling me not to worry, whether I throw the just-withered flowers in the green belt or in the community's garbage classification, they will also leave in peace. I said this is not natural. The friend said that flowers do not necessarily have to grow in nature, they also grow in artificially cultivated greenhouses, saying that I am defining flowers.
I think I should eat all the greenhouse flowers, using my still vibrant body to decompose them.
People say I lack the ability to be sweet, I still hate the feeling of forced separation.
Dad had Mom arrange for me to go back to high school, to a place in the neighboring state where birds don't even shit, so that I could choose a good school again, and then take them away.
Take them away, or leave by myself.
One day I planned to run away from home, taking Mom, pretending to be obedient while preparing a lot, but was still caught, in an imported supermarket. That day, we were surrounded by Dad and his black-clad mercenaries, with nowhere to run. This plan was carried out twice, both times failed.
Later, I was still arranged to go to high school in the neighboring state, and in the blink of an eye, I returned home, Mom was forced to eat and became fat, Dad also gained a lot of weight. And there were many more younger brothers, tall, short, fat, thin, all naive.
After a long, long time, our house was rang by the doorbell, a group of people outside the door asked us to hand over the ownership of the house, the younger brothers skillfully fobbed them off.