the new note created at 4:10pm

05 Mar, 2026

again

i wake up in the middle of the day
try to fill out some imposter work
four cups of black coffee

the screen glows

tabs open
tabs close

how many windows do i need
how many models do i need
how many calls do i need

my eyes dry
my eyes cry

the cursor still blinking

i can't see the shadow
i can't see the contour

i repeat myself

my throat hurts

i start to doubt the beginning

it's painful to organize

i am filled

i move slowly

i stop performing

now i only speak in I